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Thu, 22 Sep 2011 17:46:49 -0400

llbwwb:

Deep dark Forest (via 22 Amazing Pictures from 1000px | Smashing Picture)

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Wed, 21 Sep 2011 15:36:08 -0400

"We love the things we love for what they are. ― Robert Frost"

Wed, 21 Sep 2011 15:18:51 -0400

“We love the things we love for what they are.
― Robert Frost”

- (via dear-miss-lonely-heart)

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Tue, 02 Aug 2011 12:43:04 -0400

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Thu, 07 Jul 2011 15:44:26 -0400

"“Holding on to what I haven’t got” There’s something about this that sticks..."

Thu, 23 Jun 2011 12:30:29 -0400

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“Holding on to what I haven’t got”

There’s something about this that sticks with me. Something about it that make me put this song on repeat. Ever time I hear it this part becomes more && more relevant, like it was put there for me….

”

- Waiting for the end- Linkin Park

Run…

Mon, 20 Jun 2011 14:27:55 -0400

Run…

My decision

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 22:29:44 -0400

He’s made his decision clear, He’s painted beautiful pictures in my brain. Every word is said with such certainty, so impossible to doubt. His eyes show me everything, he keeps nothing from me. && now its up to me he says…. It’s my decision. If only there were enough words to describe how I feel towards him. If only I had the capacity to come up with words to let him know. My decision, I’ve made my decision…. “I want youu && all of youu, the good && the bad”

Alone.

Thu, 09 Jun 2011 12:31:28 -0400

This is getting worse I fear. Even when I’m on the best company I feel alone with out him. I feel wrong for having such strong feelings. Like I’m already deep in && he isnt. At times I feel like what I feel isn’t being recipricated. I feel alone in this, I’m screaming for some help…..

Falling

Wed, 08 Jun 2011 22:37:02 -0400

This is scary to me. The vulnerability I feel scares me, the fact that he has the power to hurt me and that I GIVE this power to him absolutely scares the fuck out of me. But I am, as much as I try I can’t fight it. I find myself wanting to be with him everyday. I see little things in him that I find irresistible. But why am I so scared? Why am I terrified to let him in? Why am I scared to admit it to him && everyone I know?…….I’m falling into something && I don’t know what to do :/

Overreact.

Wed, 08 Jun 2011 22:29:28 -0400

I did. I had nothing but fear make assumptions for me. My imagination ran wild. Waiting for a response felt like eons. Thank god I asked for an outside view or I fear I would’ve screwed everything I had worked up to. The lesson learned here is always ask questions and never assume…..lesson learned.

Masochism

Tue, 07 Jun 2011 12:55:27 -0400

I keep reading it over && over again. Even though they’re just words in a message, it cuts deep. Every time I read it I find a new level of pain….I new meaning behind his words. It hurts, but I can’t stop.

Me

Tue, 07 Jun 2011 12:47:58 -0400

just so youu know I like spending time with youu,

You could've warned me....

Tue, 07 Jun 2011 12:27:21 -0400

Everything I do, I do with everything I have. There was no exception with him. I did however hesitate to acknowledge my truest feelings…for fear that I may fall into a trap once again. I resisted my urge to quit and persisted to keep going hoping that it’d be what I’ve been waiting for. ….Now the day has come, the day I knew would eventually hit me like a ton of bricks. The day my fears were right. Somehow it always happens when I’ve let my guard down, when I’m at my weakest. Why can’t he catch me when my walls are up and my defenses are strong.

<3 it!!

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 15:41:08 -0400

<3 it!!

mrubinstein: speechless. Brilliant.

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 15:27:51 -0400

mrubinstein:

speechless. Brilliant.

sums up everything i feel && more. its such a beautiful...

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 15:25:19 -0400

sums up everything i feel && more.

its such a beautiful songg.

on repeat for today (:

amaayzing.

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 15:15:01 -0400

i never thought i wouldd feel anything like this again.

sometimes it takes someone special to show you its ok to let your guard down…

im falling, && i hope hes ready to catch mee…..

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Thu, 02 Jun 2011 15:43:06 -0400

First.

Thu, 02 Jun 2011 15:39:34 -0400

22 not yet grown. i still feel like a child only difference is bills and work….

im searching for god, health, happiness, and self love….

this is my journey (: