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(via dear-miss-lonely-heart)
“Holding on to what I haven’t got”
There’s something about this that sticks with me. Something about it that make me put this song on repeat. Ever time I hear it this part becomes more && more relevant, like it was put there for me….
"Waiting for the end- Linkin Park
He’s made his decision clear, He’s painted beautiful pictures in my brain. Every word is said with such certainty, so impossible to doubt. His eyes show me everything, he keeps nothing from me. && now its up to me he says…. It’s my decision. If only there were enough words to describe how I feel towards him. If only I had the capacity to come up with words to let him know. My decision, I’ve made my decision…. “I want youu && all of youu, the good && the bad”
This is getting worse I fear. Even when I’m on the best company I feel alone with out him. I feel wrong for having such strong feelings. Like I’m already deep in && he isnt. At times I feel like what I feel isn’t being recipricated. I feel alone in this, I’m screaming for some help…..
This is scary to me. The vulnerability I feel scares me, the fact that he has the power to hurt me and that I GIVE this power to him absolutely scares the fuck out of me. But I am, as much as I try I can’t fight it. I find myself wanting to be with him everyday. I see little things in him that I find irresistible. But why am I so scared? Why am I terrified to let him in? Why am I scared to admit it to him && everyone I know?…….I’m falling into something && I don’t know what to do :/